题目是临时改的
the 加上一个名词
像是一出黑白的纪录片
尘世浮图
作案少女日记摘选
她，我最好的朋友。一个我这样的人其实是不会有最好的朋友的。
那就应该算是个一般朋友中最处得来的。
一株没有经过风雨的藤蔓植物，攀延于他人之上的小花。
我是怀着一种复杂的心情接近她的：
我和她的友情是建立在她的卑微和平凡之上。
我想总会终结在她的不再顺从之日。
在我们都还是小孩子的时候，
我看到她往那个铺满玫瑰花瓣的陷阱一直滑下去的时候，
我愤怒了，她想成为一个女人。
我咬着笔扑在桌前，
憎恶地想象着她将涂抹在脸上的化妆品，
凸显她那还未发育的小胸脯的紧身外衣
和她拙劣地接受某个陌生男人搭讪时显露出来的可恨的羞涩。
我是头顶圣光地出现的，在这个关键时刻，
我从云端探下我的神杖:你握住！
我给她敞开了一扇脱离凡尘的大门，
这个小小的女孩，哦，是女人了，竟胆敢转身离开了。
我最终放弃了试图改变我身边不完美的作品。
我也是在那时候意识到，
她们都逃不掉，
除了我，
我是神。
神的不幸是它生为女儿身。
可是它的心是干净的。
* * *
我的心现在是蠢蠢欲动的蛇
嘶嘶作声的鲜红信子滴下剧毒的唾液
我的喉头瞄准了猎物的动脉
柔软的躯体在阴凉的泽塘
蜷缠
蓄势待发
* * *
这一次小小的突发事件
（神日后总是这样提起它们）
只让它更加深刻地体会到了不选择为人的优越性，
是孤寂漫漫长途中的一个脚印，一片水花。
道理是这么说的，可是：
神可以接受的只是拒绝，
神憎恶背叛。
而这个小小的人儿，一而再，再而三地做到了。
神是震惊的，当它怒目而视地盯着她的罪证。
她凭什么？！
我天下万万千千臣民的一员，其实能逃脱得了的？
神什么都看得见，什么都知道。
在愚昧的人们尝试愚弄无所不知的神的时候，
他们的下场只有一个。
* * *
杀人的爱
**报8月12日独家报道
**校一16岁女生用浓硫酸对同校一女同学实施毁容。
受害者受伤面积占全身的14％，其中三度烧伤是12％。
案犯动机晦暗不明。
据两位当事人的同学声称，此二人关系一直很好，可以说是是最好的朋友。
同学们评论作案人生性古怪孤僻，心理阴暗，占有欲极强。
有推测认为，当她发现幼年好友“另有新欢”之后，
不惜潜入学校实验室窃取浓度高达98%的未稀释试验用硫酸500毫升，
并于放学回家路上忽然发难.
据现场目击证人说，事先毫无征兆，
可以证明这是一起有计划的严重恶性报复事件。
鉴于作案人仍为未成年人，[***]。
**报8月13号
少女硫酸毁容案又有最新转机。
本市三天前的一起少年神秘失踪案和本案有了重大联系。
"复仇”少女对杀害失踪少年一事供认不讳。
据称，该少年乃是被毁容少女最新结识的异性朋友，两人已发展成恋人关系。
记录表明，失踪少年离家前十分钟收到过以其恋人名义打来的电话，
于是应约前往约定地点与少女见面。
警方已今凌晨与作案少女家地下室内发现少年尸体。
尸检报告证明其死因乃是被该少女驯养的三条白唇竹叶青咬伤。
如此剧毒之蛇何以在寻常市民家出现，仍然是个谜团。
其体表伤痕累累，疑有鞭尸泄恨之举。[***]
* * *
审讯录音片断
你们叫我坦白。
有什么可以坦白的，我不是都说了吗？
我至今想不通她为何要隐瞒着我。
我承认我看不起其他人，甚至是痛恨那个男的。
可是如果她和我说的话，我会原谅她的。
神永远是仁慈的，宽恕的。
可是她没有。。。。
什么？我？后悔？
(笑)
我只希望你们告诉她，
我是爱她的，
像是一个工匠爱他最精致的作品，
我永远不会让别人玷污她，决不。
我没有什么想说的了，你们走吧，
我困了。
Saturday, July 31, 2004
Many summers ago
旧作新发 夏天的屋顶
燥热。
即使是静坐室内，纹丝不动，还是会感觉到层蒸发的汗气严实地裹着自己，
像是待炸鸡腿在芡浆里深入过了一遍，没有一处肌肤幸免。
不安悸动的天气从记忆的抽屉里刨出的是飞扬跋扈的少年心性。
本以为我忘记了，我不在乎了。
可是它还在，趁着一个淋漓的夏日，带我脱逃。
破败公寓楼3440顶层。
19楼的天花板比别处楼层要矮，是个人的心理作用抑或是事实如此，已没有机会去证明了。
忘记了是哪个希腊哲人说过，你不能穿过两条同样的河流，引申一下，得出：
你不能感触到两面同样的天花板。
总之，在燎日当空的一天，我和F在我们那栋“中国”公寓大楼阴暗的楼梯间中，
兴奋而愉地尖叫着，那段日子短暂的刺激来自于楼里两部年久失修的笨重电梯。
我们不知疲倦地重复着同一个把戏：拦截，(前提，无乘客)，除了警铃，
所有的按钮都难逃魔手的蹂捏，放行。
接下来就是两个人含着隔壁便利店里买的五毛两根的廉价冰棍儿，
盘着腿坐在大厅早就干涸了的喷水池里，
盯着显示电梯所在楼层的小灯挨个的亮。五分钟内就能见成效：
脸膛紫红，气急败坏的房客们纷纷从弥散着异味的楼梯间挥汗如雨地钻出来。
3，4，5，一下来了一帮。我们一边数一边贼贼地笑着，紧紧地吮着快溶了的冰疙瘩。
估计有一天太放浪形骸，被老太太经理盯上了。
不久后的一天她一脸阴谋得逞地堵下我们俩，
作势地干咳了几声后宣布本楼的保安措施全面升级，连电梯里都安了摄像机云云。。。
自那天后我们没再大肆捣蛋过，但乘搭电梯时总不忘给头顶那闪烁的红点扮怪脸。
瞎扯了半天还是要回到我叙事的原点。
有那么一天，不早不晚，正午时分稍过，我们爬楼梯到了19楼，
推打嬉戏时发现了在走廊尽头一户人家房门虚掩，锁头早就被人大卸八块，
于是越门而入，楼梯，又见楼梯，上去。
好像延续了一个下午的攀越的终点是一间空置了很久的penthhouse，
早就无人问津，几辈子前被遗弃，灰头灰脑的家具们骨子里透着一股陈腐，
午后带着角度从窗台投入的光束，让死闷空气中的颗粒无所遁形。
这本不特殊的房子却有个很值得让人欣赏的露台：
到处铺着平滑的青石板，两间客厅大。
中间随便摆着的桌子周围散落着几把简易的椅子，正中插着一饱经沧桑而褪色的遮阳伞。
这一小间屋子，随同着它那怪物般巨大的露台，就这样很突兀地立在19楼之上，
被许多电缆，天线，水管之流包围着。
一根电线杆直指着发白的天空，控诉着，咆哮着，似乎想撕裂它。
我恍惚失神，被催了眠似的漫步到斑斑铁锈的护栏前，低头欲看楼前的花圃，
脚下一颗石子滚落，好久，没有抵达地面，不知半途停留在哪户人家的阳台上了。
心里一阵迷茫，若有所失，没有想象中的高，还不至于让人眩晕。
但我同时也怀着负罪感幻想俯身一纵，拥抱大地的轻盈。
依稀记得，那个夏天就是两人在那巨大的石板晒台上分享着同一副望远镜度过的，
看日出，看日落，看太阳挂在正中，看人，看车，看树，看鸟。
有时也会想出些稀奇古怪的法子来打发时间，什么拿铁丝跳绳啊~
取断电缆的两端对准太阳穴，学狼叫三声~一副鬼魅上身的模样
把几块水泥砖搬上搬下，说是要布置一下这个基地，结果反倒是打碎了不少，
差点把小命断送。
然后，又有一天，眯眼看着火烧云，聊着我们第1001次决定成立的**小组，
我大概说了这辈子第一句经过周密思考再组装成的句子：
我们可不可以永远这样？
她侧着头，望着另一边：应该吧。。。
我一直坚定地相信在这个时候我们二人心中升起惆怅是一样的。
生活不在我们手中，它躲在别处。
啰嗦到这里，故事，（假设这是一个故事的话）也该收尾了。
我不擅长做了断。
那就不要让它结束吧。
在烈日下的屋顶肆情地尖叫的时光，会不会在黑暗里走失？
写给那些阳光灿烂的日子。
燥热。
即使是静坐室内，纹丝不动，还是会感觉到层蒸发的汗气严实地裹着自己，
像是待炸鸡腿在芡浆里深入过了一遍，没有一处肌肤幸免。
不安悸动的天气从记忆的抽屉里刨出的是飞扬跋扈的少年心性。
本以为我忘记了，我不在乎了。
可是它还在，趁着一个淋漓的夏日，带我脱逃。
破败公寓楼3440顶层。
19楼的天花板比别处楼层要矮，是个人的心理作用抑或是事实如此，已没有机会去证明了。
忘记了是哪个希腊哲人说过，你不能穿过两条同样的河流，引申一下，得出：
你不能感触到两面同样的天花板。
总之，在燎日当空的一天，我和F在我们那栋“中国”公寓大楼阴暗的楼梯间中，
兴奋而愉地尖叫着，那段日子短暂的刺激来自于楼里两部年久失修的笨重电梯。
我们不知疲倦地重复着同一个把戏：拦截，(前提，无乘客)，除了警铃，
所有的按钮都难逃魔手的蹂捏，放行。
接下来就是两个人含着隔壁便利店里买的五毛两根的廉价冰棍儿，
盘着腿坐在大厅早就干涸了的喷水池里，
盯着显示电梯所在楼层的小灯挨个的亮。五分钟内就能见成效：
脸膛紫红，气急败坏的房客们纷纷从弥散着异味的楼梯间挥汗如雨地钻出来。
3，4，5，一下来了一帮。我们一边数一边贼贼地笑着，紧紧地吮着快溶了的冰疙瘩。
估计有一天太放浪形骸，被老太太经理盯上了。
不久后的一天她一脸阴谋得逞地堵下我们俩，
作势地干咳了几声后宣布本楼的保安措施全面升级，连电梯里都安了摄像机云云。。。
自那天后我们没再大肆捣蛋过，但乘搭电梯时总不忘给头顶那闪烁的红点扮怪脸。
瞎扯了半天还是要回到我叙事的原点。
有那么一天，不早不晚，正午时分稍过，我们爬楼梯到了19楼，
推打嬉戏时发现了在走廊尽头一户人家房门虚掩，锁头早就被人大卸八块，
于是越门而入，楼梯，又见楼梯，上去。
好像延续了一个下午的攀越的终点是一间空置了很久的penthhouse，
早就无人问津，几辈子前被遗弃，灰头灰脑的家具们骨子里透着一股陈腐，
午后带着角度从窗台投入的光束，让死闷空气中的颗粒无所遁形。
这本不特殊的房子却有个很值得让人欣赏的露台：
到处铺着平滑的青石板，两间客厅大。
中间随便摆着的桌子周围散落着几把简易的椅子，正中插着一饱经沧桑而褪色的遮阳伞。
这一小间屋子，随同着它那怪物般巨大的露台，就这样很突兀地立在19楼之上，
被许多电缆，天线，水管之流包围着。
一根电线杆直指着发白的天空，控诉着，咆哮着，似乎想撕裂它。
我恍惚失神，被催了眠似的漫步到斑斑铁锈的护栏前，低头欲看楼前的花圃，
脚下一颗石子滚落，好久，没有抵达地面，不知半途停留在哪户人家的阳台上了。
心里一阵迷茫，若有所失，没有想象中的高，还不至于让人眩晕。
但我同时也怀着负罪感幻想俯身一纵，拥抱大地的轻盈。
依稀记得，那个夏天就是两人在那巨大的石板晒台上分享着同一副望远镜度过的，
看日出，看日落，看太阳挂在正中，看人，看车，看树，看鸟。
有时也会想出些稀奇古怪的法子来打发时间，什么拿铁丝跳绳啊~
取断电缆的两端对准太阳穴，学狼叫三声~一副鬼魅上身的模样
把几块水泥砖搬上搬下，说是要布置一下这个基地，结果反倒是打碎了不少，
差点把小命断送。
然后，又有一天，眯眼看着火烧云，聊着我们第1001次决定成立的**小组，
我大概说了这辈子第一句经过周密思考再组装成的句子：
我们可不可以永远这样？
她侧着头，望着另一边：应该吧。。。
我一直坚定地相信在这个时候我们二人心中升起惆怅是一样的。
生活不在我们手中，它躲在别处。
啰嗦到这里，故事，（假设这是一个故事的话）也该收尾了。
我不擅长做了断。
那就不要让它结束吧。
在烈日下的屋顶肆情地尖叫的时光，会不会在黑暗里走失？
写给那些阳光灿烂的日子。
Sunday, July 11, 2004
怨女俱乐部
1。
原文by:Margaret Atwood
The Unpopular Gals
the ugly step-sister
所有人都会有风光的那一天，现在就该轮到我了。
反正这是幼儿园时老师们说的。但现在这看起来是个天大的谎言，不是吗？
有人偏偏比别人更受上天垂青眷恋，而我却从来没有受欢迎过，一次都没有！
我很少用过“我们”这样有集体归属感的词，他们提到我也永远只用“那个人”这样挤兑的称呼。
说实话，我不知道拥有一个名字是什么滋味；我往往只是那个“丑陋的姐姐”；
你得强调丑陋这个词。就是那个别的母亲看到后会轻轻摇着头看别处的坏孩子。
她们正在进行的谈话会因我的到来而一下子静下去，让人窒息而又恐慌的安静。
尽管当时我已经穿着我最最得意的烫花百褶裙，但这掩饰不了我菜黄的脸色
干草般的头发和松弛的五官，情急之下，这些好心的夫人们往往会尝试说一些
能打破这该死的安静的至理名言，“这姑娘一定很有力气吧”，她们怯怯道，
但所有人都知道这些尴尬的赞美对此情此景毫无帮助，包括我。
你以为我没有痛恨过她们廉价的同情和虚伪的友好吗？我老早就认定这一点了，
不管我再怎么改变自己，再怎么做老好人或是努力干活，我都不会改变我天生的缺陷。
不像她，我那个端坐着就能激起他人怜爱之情的妹妹。想知道我为什么用大头针
钉在我所有娃娃的蓝色玻璃眼球上吗？我为什么把他们都剃成光头吗？
生活从来就对我不公，我为什么要在乎其他人？
至于王子殿下，你以为我不是全心地爱着他吗？我甚至比她更加爱他；
世上没有什么我不能为他而做的事。我可以砍下我的脚趾。我可以为了我的爱情而死。我可以杀了她。
不瞒你说，我戴着浓密的面纱，在教堂里伪装成那幸福的新娘子过。
我把她从窗子里抛出去后，把全身用亚麻床单遮掩，在婚床上躺着，试图取代她过。
只要你像我爱他那么深，你也会的。
但是我所有真挚的爱只带我走入死路。他们让我穿上烫红了的铁鞋不停地跳舞，
把我塞进布满铁刺的大木桶里推下山坡。 这就是不得回应，不被珍惜的爱情带来的下场。
她还有过一个孩子，我却注定孤老一生。
所有你们这些正常人渴望得到的，我也奢求过。
2。
the wicked witch
解放，一次革命，这就是我的打算。让这一切混乱和恶意丑化见鬼去吧！
是的，我很老，老得走路时骨头会摩擦地嘎嘎响，我一个人住，视力也不是很好，看不见上帝的神迹，
但这也不能成为我的罪名啊！喜欢烹调就会吃小孩子，我？亏你们想得出来。真是丰富的联想哩。
就算我的确吃过几个，这又是谁的错呢？这些孩子是被自己那些存心抛弃他们的父母亲丢在大森林里的。
如果冻死了，饿死了，被野兽吃了，岂不是浪费吗？我从来都是节俭的人，我只是把别人放弃了的东西捡回来而已。
管它的呢~反正依我想，他们因该算是献给我的祭品。从前啊，我只接受长大了的人，吃得饱饱的男女，
肥美的直冒油喔~那时在秋天要囤种子的时候，呵呵。这种说法是不是太粗糙了一些呢？我承认，有时候
这些仪式的过程也的缺乏品位，可是老百姓都是实心眼儿的人。我分内的事就是让作物抽芽，好好拔高，
结熟透了的果实。
可是后来，后来呢，我不得不找穷乡僻壤躲藏起来，整天呆在小阁楼里不能出去，
我昔日的美貌像一块脏抹布一样，起了疙瘩，缩了水，布满了折痕和窟窿。
他们说我干干巴巴，魔王在上，我原来可是有胸脯的。和现在的女人不能比！
嗬嗬，要知道这可曾经是识别一个女巫最明显的标志之一。
还有，为什么在图画书里我后院总有一个花园？还是一个打理得挺不错的花园呢，
里面长的东西总让人流着口水羡慕地探望。桑葚。魔力卷心菜。莴笋，或者是其他什么类似的玩意儿。
那些数不胜数的孕妇在半夜三更翻墙来狂啃我的蔬果，还什么都不肯赔偿。
盗窃啊！如果你是一个开明达理的人的话，你肯定会同意我的说法。
当年日子可不像这样啊，生命原来是一个礼物，不是什么从我这里偷去的东西。那可是我的礼物。
我把它散布在所有大洋和陆地上，那时人们还知道应该感谢我。
3。
the evil step-mother
不错，世上从来没有过邪恶的继父。
只有一群胆怯易受摆布的鳏夫，让我总是从他们女儿的谋杀中脱身。
但你们有没有想过，当我让这些女孩在厨房做苦工的时候，差遣她们在风雪中穿着纸做的衣裙外出的时候，
他们到底在什么地方？！在办公室加班到很晚。这完全是tmd推卸责任！
如果你们天真地认为他们什么都不知道，你们没救了。
知道什么是好女儿们最大的毛病吗？她们太好了！温驯而被动，总是泪眼汪汪的，还有，她们一点也不积极。
如果没有我，他们会成什么样子呢？什么都不是，这就是她们的未来。她们只会做家务事，
这些故事里没有几个能离得了这项内容。 她们将会嫁给某一个憨厚的庄稼人，像生小猪一样有上十七个孩子，
运气好的话还会在墓碑上得到“称职的老婆“这样的评语。很了不起喽？！
我搅起事端，我让事情有转机。“去马路上玩“，我对她们说。”穿上这件单薄的纸制的裙子，
然后给我到雪地里找草莓去。”有些变态又如何？只要它有用就行。她们只需要乖乖地微笑，
和所有人打招呼，再加上一点点劳动，立马就会有一些吃饱了没事干的侏儒啊，精灵啊，仙女之类的怪胎
伸出援助之手。就这么简单，她们就可以得到国王的儿子连同整个王国和宫殿，这辈子再也不用碰一下扫帚。
然而我得到的永远只是谴责。
可是上帝清除着呢，没有恶人，没有惩罚，没有救赎。小学二年级的数学那么简单。
你可以用脚来践踏我，随便扭曲我的动机，你可以用大块磨石砸在我脑袋上再让我在河里淹死，
但是你不能赶我离开这故事。我就是情节，宝贝，永远不要忘了这一点。
原文by:Margaret Atwood
The Unpopular Gals
the ugly step-sister
所有人都会有风光的那一天，现在就该轮到我了。
反正这是幼儿园时老师们说的。但现在这看起来是个天大的谎言，不是吗？
有人偏偏比别人更受上天垂青眷恋，而我却从来没有受欢迎过，一次都没有！
我很少用过“我们”这样有集体归属感的词，他们提到我也永远只用“那个人”这样挤兑的称呼。
说实话，我不知道拥有一个名字是什么滋味；我往往只是那个“丑陋的姐姐”；
你得强调丑陋这个词。就是那个别的母亲看到后会轻轻摇着头看别处的坏孩子。
她们正在进行的谈话会因我的到来而一下子静下去，让人窒息而又恐慌的安静。
尽管当时我已经穿着我最最得意的烫花百褶裙，但这掩饰不了我菜黄的脸色
干草般的头发和松弛的五官，情急之下，这些好心的夫人们往往会尝试说一些
能打破这该死的安静的至理名言，“这姑娘一定很有力气吧”，她们怯怯道，
但所有人都知道这些尴尬的赞美对此情此景毫无帮助，包括我。
你以为我没有痛恨过她们廉价的同情和虚伪的友好吗？我老早就认定这一点了，
不管我再怎么改变自己，再怎么做老好人或是努力干活，我都不会改变我天生的缺陷。
不像她，我那个端坐着就能激起他人怜爱之情的妹妹。想知道我为什么用大头针
钉在我所有娃娃的蓝色玻璃眼球上吗？我为什么把他们都剃成光头吗？
生活从来就对我不公，我为什么要在乎其他人？
至于王子殿下，你以为我不是全心地爱着他吗？我甚至比她更加爱他；
世上没有什么我不能为他而做的事。我可以砍下我的脚趾。我可以为了我的爱情而死。我可以杀了她。
不瞒你说，我戴着浓密的面纱，在教堂里伪装成那幸福的新娘子过。
我把她从窗子里抛出去后，把全身用亚麻床单遮掩，在婚床上躺着，试图取代她过。
只要你像我爱他那么深，你也会的。
但是我所有真挚的爱只带我走入死路。他们让我穿上烫红了的铁鞋不停地跳舞，
把我塞进布满铁刺的大木桶里推下山坡。 这就是不得回应，不被珍惜的爱情带来的下场。
她还有过一个孩子，我却注定孤老一生。
所有你们这些正常人渴望得到的，我也奢求过。
2。
the wicked witch
解放，一次革命，这就是我的打算。让这一切混乱和恶意丑化见鬼去吧！
是的，我很老，老得走路时骨头会摩擦地嘎嘎响，我一个人住，视力也不是很好，看不见上帝的神迹，
但这也不能成为我的罪名啊！喜欢烹调就会吃小孩子，我？亏你们想得出来。真是丰富的联想哩。
就算我的确吃过几个，这又是谁的错呢？这些孩子是被自己那些存心抛弃他们的父母亲丢在大森林里的。
如果冻死了，饿死了，被野兽吃了，岂不是浪费吗？我从来都是节俭的人，我只是把别人放弃了的东西捡回来而已。
管它的呢~反正依我想，他们因该算是献给我的祭品。从前啊，我只接受长大了的人，吃得饱饱的男女，
肥美的直冒油喔~那时在秋天要囤种子的时候，呵呵。这种说法是不是太粗糙了一些呢？我承认，有时候
这些仪式的过程也的缺乏品位，可是老百姓都是实心眼儿的人。我分内的事就是让作物抽芽，好好拔高，
结熟透了的果实。
可是后来，后来呢，我不得不找穷乡僻壤躲藏起来，整天呆在小阁楼里不能出去，
我昔日的美貌像一块脏抹布一样，起了疙瘩，缩了水，布满了折痕和窟窿。
他们说我干干巴巴，魔王在上，我原来可是有胸脯的。和现在的女人不能比！
嗬嗬，要知道这可曾经是识别一个女巫最明显的标志之一。
还有，为什么在图画书里我后院总有一个花园？还是一个打理得挺不错的花园呢，
里面长的东西总让人流着口水羡慕地探望。桑葚。魔力卷心菜。莴笋，或者是其他什么类似的玩意儿。
那些数不胜数的孕妇在半夜三更翻墙来狂啃我的蔬果，还什么都不肯赔偿。
盗窃啊！如果你是一个开明达理的人的话，你肯定会同意我的说法。
当年日子可不像这样啊，生命原来是一个礼物，不是什么从我这里偷去的东西。那可是我的礼物。
我把它散布在所有大洋和陆地上，那时人们还知道应该感谢我。
3。
the evil step-mother
不错，世上从来没有过邪恶的继父。
只有一群胆怯易受摆布的鳏夫，让我总是从他们女儿的谋杀中脱身。
但你们有没有想过，当我让这些女孩在厨房做苦工的时候，差遣她们在风雪中穿着纸做的衣裙外出的时候，
他们到底在什么地方？！在办公室加班到很晚。这完全是tmd推卸责任！
如果你们天真地认为他们什么都不知道，你们没救了。
知道什么是好女儿们最大的毛病吗？她们太好了！温驯而被动，总是泪眼汪汪的，还有，她们一点也不积极。
如果没有我，他们会成什么样子呢？什么都不是，这就是她们的未来。她们只会做家务事，
这些故事里没有几个能离得了这项内容。 她们将会嫁给某一个憨厚的庄稼人，像生小猪一样有上十七个孩子，
运气好的话还会在墓碑上得到“称职的老婆“这样的评语。很了不起喽？！
我搅起事端，我让事情有转机。“去马路上玩“，我对她们说。”穿上这件单薄的纸制的裙子，
然后给我到雪地里找草莓去。”有些变态又如何？只要它有用就行。她们只需要乖乖地微笑，
和所有人打招呼，再加上一点点劳动，立马就会有一些吃饱了没事干的侏儒啊，精灵啊，仙女之类的怪胎
伸出援助之手。就这么简单，她们就可以得到国王的儿子连同整个王国和宫殿，这辈子再也不用碰一下扫帚。
然而我得到的永远只是谴责。
可是上帝清除着呢，没有恶人，没有惩罚，没有救赎。小学二年级的数学那么简单。
你可以用脚来践踏我，随便扭曲我的动机，你可以用大块磨石砸在我脑袋上再让我在河里淹死，
但是你不能赶我离开这故事。我就是情节，宝贝，永远不要忘了这一点。
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Me,Me and Me!
(1) What is your name?
Danor Donna it varies depending on the occasion
(2) Are you happy with it?
not in love with it, but don't hate it either
(3) Are you named after anyone?
nope, chinese families just don't get this idea
(4) Your nicknames:
Huan Huan , Dou(don't ask me where does that come from)
(5) Your screen name:
DanDan DaDan in cn
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?
never
(7) Then what would you name your children?
if by any chance i happened to have one, Faith for a girl, and...Frank for a boy
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you have been called?
Boo! scared ya, didn't i? hehe, but that's probably THE name
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be?
aH, first of all , i don't have a great deal of friends, and secondly, their names are lame...sorry, but i'm just telling the truth
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name?
Dan is easy to spell in roman alphabet, but in chinese, my classmates in gradee school used to write bark/ship, and my family name's a total disaster, even my father've never got that right, i told u , calligraphy is HARD
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?
aha, good question, like it will really happen, no, i think, after all, my name's already too short for my taste
(12) Your gender
female
(13) Straight/gay/bi?
straight..... i guess
14) Single?
yes
(15) do you want to be?
i'm NOT ready for a serious and commited relationship, and that's i'm planning to have, so YES, i love being single, that might seems strange
(16) Your birth date:
12 august 1988
(17) Your age:
16 in a month
(18) Age you act:
around 20 , but when i'm REALLY pissed or just having a rush of blood to the head, i have no whatsoever of self-control and act like i'm 7, that's a nice number~~
(19) Age you wish you were:
thank you, i'd like to stay like this forever
(20) Your height:
~163cm
(21) The color of your eyes:
dark brown
(22) Happy with it?
yes,i have contact lenses-phobia
23) The color of your hair:
dark brown~mainly black
(24) Happy with it?
i'd like to have it darker
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous?
right, but if you count in the piano, ambi
(26) Your living arrangement?
currently with my parents, can't wait to be 18 and move out
(27) Your family:
mom and dad
(28) Have any pets?
no, they all died
(29) What's your job:
high school student, getting a part-time job at the reatailing stores
(30) Piercing?
NONE and proud of it
(31) Tattoos?
none, and this i'm not sure to say...
(32) Obsessions?
things i cannot comprehend,writing, all things that are beautiful and tragic, writing
(33) Addictions?
internet, spicy food
34) Do you collect anything?
useless things that people throw away, secrets
(35) Do you speak another language?
english, french and chinese, that's about it
(36) Have a favorite quote?
we don't always get what we want
(37) Do you have a web page?
no, i'd like to have one, too lazy~
(38) Do you live in the moment?
kinda of, i'm not someone organized
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
yes, tolerance is a virtue, i'm pretty good at that
(40) Do you have any secrets?
as everybody else, but they aren't of major importance, nothing like murder or other crimes like that
(41) Do you hate yourself?
usually, yes, i want to be a 'better' person
(42) Do you like your handwriting?
not much, but it will have to do
(43) Do you have any bad habits?
of course, i leave tracks all behind me, so others have to pick up after me
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?
"you're an excellent student"
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
the girl who wanted to be the other girls
(46) What's your biggest fear?
distrust, solitude, mediocrity, misplaced love
(47) Can you sing?
in a chorus
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
no, i don't pretend, i become
(49) Are you a loner?
yes, i don't have many friends, not good at reaching out
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life?
to achieve the kind of lifesyle that i long for, that means have a stable income, and a little bit more of self esteem when we are at that
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
no if i am one of the popular ones, must be someone 'special'
(52) Are you a daredevil?
hohoho, are u santa clause?
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
no fear, just hatred, to the part i cannot control,
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?
passive, but in time of needs, i can be agressive too
(55) Have you got a journal?
euh, the spritual me wanted to keep one, but the stronger material me just can't keep up
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?
my mind, yes, it's a beautiful thing and the greatest gift ever, and for the other one, my gloomy character
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
more determination , please!
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?
yes, i could suffer in silence, but the burst out is terrible
(61) Is there anything you regret doing?
the year before the last, when i went back to "visit" my grandparents,i ate like it's not humanly possible, results :extra weights
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?
good in the eyes of the most, the rest i don't know
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?
feelings need to be mutual, sacifices and compromises just don't make it
(64) What do you like the most about your body?
eyes, hands,lips
(65) and the least?
belly,thigh,feet
(67) Are you confident?
in things i'm good at~
(68) What is the fictional character you most like?
Wednesday Adams
(69) Do people know how you feel?
if i tell them, if not, rarely
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?
all the time
DO YOU?
(71) Smoke? no
(72) Do drugs? no
(73) Read the newspaper? sometimes
(74) Pray? no
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? shortly to see if we connect
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? no
(78) Take walks in the rain? occasionally
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? not if i can
(80) Drive? maybe later
(81) Like to drive fast? -
(82) Like your voice? the one i hear is fine by me, but the one in the tapes, urgh~
(83) Hurt yourself? no, corporal pain is horrible
HAVE YOU EVER?
(84) Been out of the country? yes,for a loooooong time
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yes, i was sick too
(86) Had sex? no, my mom will be thrilled to hear it
(87) Been unfaithful? no
(88) Been in love? not really
(89) Done drugs? none
(90) Gone skinny dipping? haha,almost, but no
(91) Had a medical emergency? no
(92) Had a surgery? no
(93) Ran away from home? yes, not for long
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? no
(97) Been picked on? yes
(98) Been on stage: yes, bad experience~
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with
someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? no
(100) Slept outdoors? can't remember
(101) Thought about suicide? yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? yes and it's with my parents, horrah~
(103) If yes, what is your record? never on consecutive days
(104) Gone one day without food? i don't think so, if i could live alone with nothing in my frige, sure
(105) Talked on the phone all night? no
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? no
(107) Slept all day? yes, i guess
(108) Killed someone? no
(109) Made out with a stranger? no
(110) Had sex with a stranger? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? no
(112) Kissed the same sex? no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? huhhh~ maybe a little
(114) Been betrayed? yes, but not in any serious ways
(115) Had a dream that came true? oh,that,little dreams, i must confess
(116) Broken the law? yes
(117) Met a famous person? no
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? not any big ones
(119) On purpose? no
(120) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes
(121) Stolen anything? yes
(122) Been on radio/TV? yes, for like 2 seconds,just a flash
(123) Been in a mosh-pit? no
(124) Had a nervous breakdown? i won't call it that
(125) Bungee jumped? no
(126) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes, jumping from a tall buiding, and just some mesmerizing circles and a game consisted on folding my blanket
CLOTHES and other fashion shit
(127) Shoe brand? no specific brand, canvas shoes are alright
(128) Brand of clothing? the no-brands
(129) Cologne/perfume? Green Tea/ Elizabeth Arden
(130) What are you normally wearing to school/work? any clean t-shirt and a good pair of dark jeans
(131) How about parties? maybe a dress or something girlish
(132) Wear hats? never
(134) Wear make-up? no
(135) Favorite place to shop? anonymous artisans' shop and bookstores
(136) Favorite article of clothing? my loose shirts with floral or chequered patterns
(137) Are you trendy? a big no, thanks for asking
(138) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? yes,because i can't afford get the clothes i want to wear, so why not be dressed like every other average girl attending the same school~
If I were a month I would be October, i wished that i could be august
If I were a day of the week I would be thursday
If I were a time of day I would be 5am
If I were a planet I would be Pluton
If I were a direction I would be North
If I were a historical figure I would be Li QingZhao
If i were a liquid I would be water
If I were a tree I would be mulberry
If I were a flower/plant I would be clover
If I were a kind of weather I would be windy and cloudy with periods of sunshine
If I were a musical instrument I would be violin
If I were an animal I would be horse
If I were a color I would be mauve
If I were a fruit I would be green apple
If I were a sound I would be Hhmmmmm
If I were an element I would be wind
If I were a song I would be medieval ballad
If I were a book I would be written in ink on parchment
If I were a food I would be omelette or any other forms of the egg
If I were a place I would be an open space in the black forest
If I were a scent I would be oriental incense
If I were a word I would be torrent
If I were an object I would be broken mirror
If I were a body part I would be eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be sigh
If I were a cartoon character I would be Emily Strange
Danor Donna it varies depending on the occasion
(2) Are you happy with it?
not in love with it, but don't hate it either
(3) Are you named after anyone?
nope, chinese families just don't get this idea
(4) Your nicknames:
Huan Huan , Dou(don't ask me where does that come from)
(5) Your screen name:
DanDan DaDan in cn
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you?
never
(7) Then what would you name your children?
if by any chance i happened to have one, Faith for a girl, and...Frank for a boy
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would you have been called?
Boo! scared ya, didn't i? hehe, but that's probably THE name
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be?
aH, first of all , i don't have a great deal of friends, and secondly, their names are lame...sorry, but i'm just telling the truth
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name?
Dan is easy to spell in roman alphabet, but in chinese, my classmates in gradee school used to write bark/ship, and my family name's a total disaster, even my father've never got that right, i told u , calligraphy is HARD
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous?
aha, good question, like it will really happen, no, i think, after all, my name's already too short for my taste
(12) Your gender
female
(13) Straight/gay/bi?
straight..... i guess
14) Single?
yes
(15) do you want to be?
i'm NOT ready for a serious and commited relationship, and that's i'm planning to have, so YES, i love being single, that might seems strange
(16) Your birth date:
12 august 1988
(17) Your age:
16 in a month
(18) Age you act:
around 20 , but when i'm REALLY pissed or just having a rush of blood to the head, i have no whatsoever of self-control and act like i'm 7, that's a nice number~~
(19) Age you wish you were:
thank you, i'd like to stay like this forever
(20) Your height:
~163cm
(21) The color of your eyes:
dark brown
(22) Happy with it?
yes,i have contact lenses-phobia
23) The color of your hair:
dark brown~mainly black
(24) Happy with it?
i'd like to have it darker
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous?
right, but if you count in the piano, ambi
(26) Your living arrangement?
currently with my parents, can't wait to be 18 and move out
(27) Your family:
mom and dad
(28) Have any pets?
no, they all died
(29) What's your job:
high school student, getting a part-time job at the reatailing stores
(30) Piercing?
NONE and proud of it
(31) Tattoos?
none, and this i'm not sure to say...
(32) Obsessions?
things i cannot comprehend,writing, all things that are beautiful and tragic, writing
(33) Addictions?
internet, spicy food
34) Do you collect anything?
useless things that people throw away, secrets
(35) Do you speak another language?
english, french and chinese, that's about it
(36) Have a favorite quote?
we don't always get what we want
(37) Do you have a web page?
no, i'd like to have one, too lazy~
(38) Do you live in the moment?
kinda of, i'm not someone organized
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?
yes, tolerance is a virtue, i'm pretty good at that
(40) Do you have any secrets?
as everybody else, but they aren't of major importance, nothing like murder or other crimes like that
(41) Do you hate yourself?
usually, yes, i want to be a 'better' person
(42) Do you like your handwriting?
not much, but it will have to do
(43) Do you have any bad habits?
of course, i leave tracks all behind me, so others have to pick up after me
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?
"you're an excellent student"
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
the girl who wanted to be the other girls
(46) What's your biggest fear?
distrust, solitude, mediocrity, misplaced love
(47) Can you sing?
in a chorus
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?
no, i don't pretend, i become
(49) Are you a loner?
yes, i don't have many friends, not good at reaching out
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life?
to achieve the kind of lifesyle that i long for, that means have a stable income, and a little bit more of self esteem when we are at that
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
no if i am one of the popular ones, must be someone 'special'
(52) Are you a daredevil?
hohoho, are u santa clause?
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?
no fear, just hatred, to the part i cannot control,
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?
passive, but in time of needs, i can be agressive too
(55) Have you got a journal?
euh, the spritual me wanted to keep one, but the stronger material me just can't keep up
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?
my mind, yes, it's a beautiful thing and the greatest gift ever, and for the other one, my gloomy character
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
more determination , please!
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?
yes, i could suffer in silence, but the burst out is terrible
(61) Is there anything you regret doing?
the year before the last, when i went back to "visit" my grandparents,i ate like it's not humanly possible, results :extra weights
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?
good in the eyes of the most, the rest i don't know
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?
feelings need to be mutual, sacifices and compromises just don't make it
(64) What do you like the most about your body?
eyes, hands,lips
(65) and the least?
belly,thigh,feet
(67) Are you confident?
in things i'm good at~
(68) What is the fictional character you most like?
Wednesday Adams
(69) Do people know how you feel?
if i tell them, if not, rarely
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?
all the time
DO YOU?
(71) Smoke? no
(72) Do drugs? no
(73) Read the newspaper? sometimes
(74) Pray? no
(75) Go to church? no
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? shortly to see if we connect
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? no
(78) Take walks in the rain? occasionally
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? not if i can
(80) Drive? maybe later
(81) Like to drive fast? -
(82) Like your voice? the one i hear is fine by me, but the one in the tapes, urgh~
(83) Hurt yourself? no, corporal pain is horrible
HAVE YOU EVER?
(84) Been out of the country? yes,for a loooooong time
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yes, i was sick too
(86) Had sex? no, my mom will be thrilled to hear it
(87) Been unfaithful? no
(88) Been in love? not really
(89) Done drugs? none
(90) Gone skinny dipping? haha,almost, but no
(91) Had a medical emergency? no
(92) Had a surgery? no
(93) Ran away from home? yes, not for long
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? no
(97) Been picked on? yes
(98) Been on stage: yes, bad experience~
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with
someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? no
(100) Slept outdoors? can't remember
(101) Thought about suicide? yes
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? yes and it's with my parents, horrah~
(103) If yes, what is your record? never on consecutive days
(104) Gone one day without food? i don't think so, if i could live alone with nothing in my frige, sure
(105) Talked on the phone all night? no
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? no
(107) Slept all day? yes, i guess
(108) Killed someone? no
(109) Made out with a stranger? no
(110) Had sex with a stranger? no
(111) Thought you're going crazy? no
(112) Kissed the same sex? no
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? huhhh~ maybe a little
(114) Been betrayed? yes, but not in any serious ways
(115) Had a dream that came true? oh,that,little dreams, i must confess
(116) Broken the law? yes
(117) Met a famous person? no
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? not any big ones
(119) On purpose? no
(120) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yes
(121) Stolen anything? yes
(122) Been on radio/TV? yes, for like 2 seconds,just a flash
(123) Been in a mosh-pit? no
(124) Had a nervous breakdown? i won't call it that
(125) Bungee jumped? no
(126) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes, jumping from a tall buiding, and just some mesmerizing circles and a game consisted on folding my blanket
CLOTHES and other fashion shit
(127) Shoe brand? no specific brand, canvas shoes are alright
(128) Brand of clothing? the no-brands
(129) Cologne/perfume? Green Tea/ Elizabeth Arden
(130) What are you normally wearing to school/work? any clean t-shirt and a good pair of dark jeans
(131) How about parties? maybe a dress or something girlish
(132) Wear hats? never
(134) Wear make-up? no
(135) Favorite place to shop? anonymous artisans' shop and bookstores
(136) Favorite article of clothing? my loose shirts with floral or chequered patterns
(137) Are you trendy? a big no, thanks for asking
(138) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? yes,because i can't afford get the clothes i want to wear, so why not be dressed like every other average girl attending the same school~
If I were a month I would be October, i wished that i could be august
If I were a day of the week I would be thursday
If I were a time of day I would be 5am
If I were a planet I would be Pluton
If I were a direction I would be North
If I were a historical figure I would be Li QingZhao
If i were a liquid I would be water
If I were a tree I would be mulberry
If I were a flower/plant I would be clover
If I were a kind of weather I would be windy and cloudy with periods of sunshine
If I were a musical instrument I would be violin
If I were an animal I would be horse
If I were a color I would be mauve
If I were a fruit I would be green apple
If I were a sound I would be Hhmmmmm
If I were an element I would be wind
If I were a song I would be medieval ballad
If I were a book I would be written in ink on parchment
If I were a food I would be omelette or any other forms of the egg
If I were a place I would be an open space in the black forest
If I were a scent I would be oriental incense
If I were a word I would be torrent
If I were an object I would be broken mirror
If I were a body part I would be eyes
If I were a facial expression I would be sigh
If I were a cartoon character I would be Emily Strange
Monday, July 05, 2004
狼外婆的摇篮曲
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
隐蔽的黑森林里有拿刀的强盗啊
他们只露出两只贼溜溜的眼珠子
柄上镶了猫眼石的大马士革军刀抵在路人的心口
拈着山羊胡子窃笑着让他交出一切所有
那英武的青年是都城执政官的信使
今夜兼程只为明天就要与久违的姑娘成婚
他寡不敌众地被击倒在密林间的空地上
冷杉树的针叶遍洒路边 血花开了一朵又一朵
他最后一口气息呼出的是她亲爱的名字
冷却的手指却紧握不放的是爱情的信物
胸前那薄薄银箔卷成的玫瑰
四处延生的野草藤蔓拢住了他啊
就这样永远地静息在寂寞无人的深处
伺窗伴着灯火翘首以待的年轻姑娘
望穿秋水也等不回她那佩着剑的如意郎君
当昔日温暖的怀抱只剩下一堆白骨
已经被日常的苦难磨练粗糙的妇人啊
你会不会惦起长了翅膀飞遁的年华
那结了蛛网的角落用红丝带束起的情信
只有染了血的银玫瑰，在黑森林，开放。
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
平滑的莱斯湖面下有唱歌的水妖啊
她们滑腻的长发是搅起漩涡的暗绿浮藻
掠人心魄的幽暧歌声诱惑着湖畔的游人
苍白手指缠着嘶声的水蛇向她招唤
包裹在绸缎制的华贵衣裳里撑阳伞的女孩
威尼斯东方香料商人最宠爱的女儿呵
松开了手笑逐颜开地步向阴冷的沼塘
就在那可怜的家庭教师的凄厉叫声中
义无反顾地翻身跃入一池混沌的泪水
咕嘟嘟 几个泡沫 几下扑腾
那全城最灿烂的金发不再闪耀
往常神气活现的马车夫的两腿直发软
含着一口气哀怨地被迫赶下水
但打捞上来的唯有那些缀满了珍珠宝石的衣料
豪宅里一片阴郁，管家女仆大厨杂役一言不发
抱头痛哭的是大腹便便的商人和他那脖子细长的夫人
有谁知道其实引诱这女孩舍命一跃的不是传说
这恶人有明亮的蓝眼睛和光滑的下巴
人们说伯爵家的血统是被诅咒了的
要不然如此温文少年何至于始乱终弃
但我们还是衷心希望这不幸的少女投生于水妖的国度
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
阴暗狭窄的小巷里有吃人的豺狼啊
他们一手十个粗短香肠指头上插满了金灿灿的戒指
衣冠楚楚却藏不住的丑恶嘴脸吠叫着 喂我
弥漫铜臭的钱袋向贫苦人家张开大口
四肢纤弱，肩不能提的无名画家
清瘦的脸埋在油彩和帆布之间
被他们叩开了门 惊愕地伫立着
这笔钱能不能迟几天还？等我完成了这幅作品
这些废纸能换几个大洋？！今天是最后期限
你就是可以拿命来抵，也还不清。
收拾齐整的小屋墙壁上颜料四溅
粘土雕塑的碎片扎的人脚生疼
三脚架，调色板和画笔飞进了壁炉
画台上展开的长卷，本可传世的名作，
被粗暴蹂躏后色块变得模糊不清
所有可以换钱的家具 从桌椅到橱柜 一一消失
摞下一句狠话之后 大队人马扬长而去
站在满屋的狼藉之中 画家的辛劳化为灰烬
想上吊都找不到绳子的无奈人儿 一病不起
在这圣诞前夜 别家的火鸡大餐香味中辞世
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
温馨舒适的小木屋里有讲故事的外婆啊
她尖尖的耳朵 鲜红的舌头 大大的嘴
绿莹莹的眼睛紧盯着那摇篮里的婴儿
在她的安乐椅里一前一后的低声咕哝
小小的孩子虎头虎脑，不谙世事，口水沾满了枕头
他的妈妈已经作了外婆的晚餐
看她那鼓起的肚子，就算是宽松的睡衣也掩饰不了啊
外婆的前爪搭在小床的围栏上
咿咿呀呀地唱起了小调呵
故事里有猎人，国王和苦命的渔夫啊
也有诗人，夜莺和愚昧的狗熊啊
还有巫婆，骑士和自大的礼花
有人被骗有人骗人
有人轻生有人自强
有人永远在苦难里挣扎也有人自打生下享尽荣华富贵
有人什么都知道但什么都不做也有歪打正着的傻瓜
接下来发生什么事情，她自己也不知道啊
这里黑咕隆咚，不见天日
没有哀愁，没有痛苦啊
听话地在外婆的肚皮里睡去吧
________________________
现在强烈觉得名词积攒的不够用
喜欢写那种到处都是物品的文章
什么紫檀透雕镂空卷草纹圈椅、青花松竹梅纹茶壶
天青釉兔钮莲瓣纹权，黃花梨六方形南官帽椅。。。。
看书，看书！
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
隐蔽的黑森林里有拿刀的强盗啊
他们只露出两只贼溜溜的眼珠子
柄上镶了猫眼石的大马士革军刀抵在路人的心口
拈着山羊胡子窃笑着让他交出一切所有
那英武的青年是都城执政官的信使
今夜兼程只为明天就要与久违的姑娘成婚
他寡不敌众地被击倒在密林间的空地上
冷杉树的针叶遍洒路边 血花开了一朵又一朵
他最后一口气息呼出的是她亲爱的名字
冷却的手指却紧握不放的是爱情的信物
胸前那薄薄银箔卷成的玫瑰
四处延生的野草藤蔓拢住了他啊
就这样永远地静息在寂寞无人的深处
伺窗伴着灯火翘首以待的年轻姑娘
望穿秋水也等不回她那佩着剑的如意郎君
当昔日温暖的怀抱只剩下一堆白骨
已经被日常的苦难磨练粗糙的妇人啊
你会不会惦起长了翅膀飞遁的年华
那结了蛛网的角落用红丝带束起的情信
只有染了血的银玫瑰，在黑森林，开放。
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
平滑的莱斯湖面下有唱歌的水妖啊
她们滑腻的长发是搅起漩涡的暗绿浮藻
掠人心魄的幽暧歌声诱惑着湖畔的游人
苍白手指缠着嘶声的水蛇向她招唤
包裹在绸缎制的华贵衣裳里撑阳伞的女孩
威尼斯东方香料商人最宠爱的女儿呵
松开了手笑逐颜开地步向阴冷的沼塘
就在那可怜的家庭教师的凄厉叫声中
义无反顾地翻身跃入一池混沌的泪水
咕嘟嘟 几个泡沫 几下扑腾
那全城最灿烂的金发不再闪耀
往常神气活现的马车夫的两腿直发软
含着一口气哀怨地被迫赶下水
但打捞上来的唯有那些缀满了珍珠宝石的衣料
豪宅里一片阴郁，管家女仆大厨杂役一言不发
抱头痛哭的是大腹便便的商人和他那脖子细长的夫人
有谁知道其实引诱这女孩舍命一跃的不是传说
这恶人有明亮的蓝眼睛和光滑的下巴
人们说伯爵家的血统是被诅咒了的
要不然如此温文少年何至于始乱终弃
但我们还是衷心希望这不幸的少女投生于水妖的国度
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
阴暗狭窄的小巷里有吃人的豺狼啊
他们一手十个粗短香肠指头上插满了金灿灿的戒指
衣冠楚楚却藏不住的丑恶嘴脸吠叫着 喂我
弥漫铜臭的钱袋向贫苦人家张开大口
四肢纤弱，肩不能提的无名画家
清瘦的脸埋在油彩和帆布之间
被他们叩开了门 惊愕地伫立着
这笔钱能不能迟几天还？等我完成了这幅作品
这些废纸能换几个大洋？！今天是最后期限
你就是可以拿命来抵，也还不清。
收拾齐整的小屋墙壁上颜料四溅
粘土雕塑的碎片扎的人脚生疼
三脚架，调色板和画笔飞进了壁炉
画台上展开的长卷，本可传世的名作，
被粗暴蹂躏后色块变得模糊不清
所有可以换钱的家具 从桌椅到橱柜 一一消失
摞下一句狠话之后 大队人马扬长而去
站在满屋的狼藉之中 画家的辛劳化为灰烬
想上吊都找不到绳子的无奈人儿 一病不起
在这圣诞前夜 别家的火鸡大餐香味中辞世
小宝贝 你乖乖地睡去
不要睁开你的眼
外面的世界凶险难测
愿有甜梦伴随着你
蒙蔽了这无常的世事
温馨舒适的小木屋里有讲故事的外婆啊
她尖尖的耳朵 鲜红的舌头 大大的嘴
绿莹莹的眼睛紧盯着那摇篮里的婴儿
在她的安乐椅里一前一后的低声咕哝
小小的孩子虎头虎脑，不谙世事，口水沾满了枕头
他的妈妈已经作了外婆的晚餐
看她那鼓起的肚子，就算是宽松的睡衣也掩饰不了啊
外婆的前爪搭在小床的围栏上
咿咿呀呀地唱起了小调呵
故事里有猎人，国王和苦命的渔夫啊
也有诗人，夜莺和愚昧的狗熊啊
还有巫婆，骑士和自大的礼花
有人被骗有人骗人
有人轻生有人自强
有人永远在苦难里挣扎也有人自打生下享尽荣华富贵
有人什么都知道但什么都不做也有歪打正着的傻瓜
接下来发生什么事情，她自己也不知道啊
这里黑咕隆咚，不见天日
没有哀愁，没有痛苦啊
听话地在外婆的肚皮里睡去吧
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现在强烈觉得名词积攒的不够用
喜欢写那种到处都是物品的文章
什么紫檀透雕镂空卷草纹圈椅、青花松竹梅纹茶壶
天青釉兔钮莲瓣纹权，黃花梨六方形南官帽椅。。。。
看书，看书！
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